Archive for May, 2009

Feeling human again

May 25th, 2009

The deep dark depression of the past few days is starting to lift.  I can eat, sleep, get dressed, and do other such basic things once more.

It is interesting how physical health and mental health are so closely intertwined.  I fully believe that this recent depressive episode was triggered by the flu [ or whatever ] that I am now starting to recover from.  One the flip side of things, the fact that I am feeling better mentally more than likely means that I am practically all the way over this flu.

All messed up

May 24th, 2009

I can’t sleep.  When I can sleep, I can’t stop sleeping.  I feel like shit, mentally and physically.

I am sick of this.  I feel like a dead empty shell of a human, who fights all day just to wake up and get to sleep.  Little time remains for any other activities.

Fuck it.

Best week ever

May 9th, 2009

I just got back into town last night from the best week of my life.

Right now I feel depressed and paranoid.  Depressed because I’m back in WI.  Paranoid about a lot of things.  More to follow.